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Abbey's avatar

Mental health awareness is frequently overlooked in my country. Reading inspiring posts like this motivates me to initiate a movement that centers on the mental health of young people in the face of climate anxiety.

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When I heard about the meteorologist who broke down on air… I honestly wanted to die right there and then. But here I stand. And I don’t know why I don’t have the courage to off myself in protest of what’s going on.

I previously wrote to the climate therapist about the horror movie my life had become thanks to climate anxiety and dread. They told me apocalyptic thinking wasn’t doing me any favors. Well, the apocalypse is officially here and there’s literally no other way my neurodivergent mind can think.

What frustrates me to no end and has me considering ending my own life is my inability to fight due to my neurodivergent mind. I can’t advocate for myself, let alone the planet. I have no spine and that’s why I’m pretty much institutionalized. I try to confront people and I end up running the other way. I back down in the face of others’ anger.

If I can’t fight for the future, then I am truly worthless. And I can’t fight because of literally how my brain is wired.

And yet I’m still alive anyway. Why? Why must I witness everything falling apart and become even more powerless as everything does? Am I really living in Hell? I have to be. There’s no other explanation.

I don’t know what I need at this point. All I can think of is that life isn’t worth it.

IMPORTANT UPDATE: I’m in no physical danger. I have, with some help, managed to suppress the desire for unaliving, for now, anyway. However, I still would like a response to this. I’m still at the end of my rope and still need help.

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